"

Gosh it’s 7:07am and I didn’t sleep last night.

Everything felt so dark and cold;

My apartment
My bed
My own goddamn skin

I spent the night on my balcony,
looking at the city half asleep,
just breathing and breathing,

smoking so much cigarettes
the smoke ended up looking like fog,

hoping that turning my lungs
black like the night
was the first step to feeling like all the stars in the galaxy
were within me.

Like I used to feel when you told me you loved me.

But I guess that did not work
because the only thing I felt last night

was pain.

Pain caused by your absence.

Pain caused by the fact that
I can no longer call you at 3am
because nothing feels beautiful anymore
and I just want to die.

Pain caused by the fact that
I cannot hug you anymore.

Oh how I miss hugging you,

hugging you felt like being complete again;

it felt like you could reassemble
all the broken pieces of my soul
just by wrapping your arms around my waist
and whispering love poems in my ear.

I thought about you and being in your arms
all night while I was outside,

just looking at the stars to remember how small I was

and how small and insignificant you were
even though on nights like those,
it still felt like you were the whole universe.

In high school, my Science teacher taught me
that when you look at a star,
it is in fact probably dead.

and I guess all I am trying to say is that
even though I may compare you a lot to stars,

my love for you will never die.

"
Cigarette fog and dead stars. (via goldenkintsugi)
"I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble."
Unknown (via canhappenlove)
sixpathsofbased:

hadeiadel:

First day at school, Gaza, Palestine.


I applaude their efforts of trying to continue on with their education
soulful-tree:

we are each others ying and yang while together we balance our energy


@
lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here
antipahtico:

Schism ~ Leilani Bustamante 2014
جوسلين
"

Gosh it’s 7:07am and I didn’t sleep last night.

Everything felt so dark and cold;

My apartment
My bed
My own goddamn skin

I spent the night on my balcony,
looking at the city half asleep,
just breathing and breathing,

smoking so much cigarettes
the smoke ended up looking like fog,

hoping that turning my lungs
black like the night
was the first step to feeling like all the stars in the galaxy
were within me.

Like I used to feel when you told me you loved me.

But I guess that did not work
because the only thing I felt last night

was pain.

Pain caused by your absence.

Pain caused by the fact that
I can no longer call you at 3am
because nothing feels beautiful anymore
and I just want to die.

Pain caused by the fact that
I cannot hug you anymore.

Oh how I miss hugging you,

hugging you felt like being complete again;

it felt like you could reassemble
all the broken pieces of my soul
just by wrapping your arms around my waist
and whispering love poems in my ear.

I thought about you and being in your arms
all night while I was outside,

just looking at the stars to remember how small I was

and how small and insignificant you were
even though on nights like those,
it still felt like you were the whole universe.

In high school, my Science teacher taught me
that when you look at a star,
it is in fact probably dead.

and I guess all I am trying to say is that
even though I may compare you a lot to stars,

my love for you will never die.

"
Cigarette fog and dead stars. (via goldenkintsugi)
"I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble."
Unknown (via canhappenlove)
sixpathsofbased:

hadeiadel:

First day at school, Gaza, Palestine.


I applaude their efforts of trying to continue on with their education
soulful-tree:

we are each others ying and yang while together we balance our energy


@
lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here
antipahtico:

Schism ~ Leilani Bustamante 2014
جوسلين
"

Gosh it’s 7:07am and I didn’t sleep last night.

Everything felt so dark and cold;

My apartment
My bed
My own goddamn skin

I spent the night on my balcony,
looking at the city half asleep,
just breathing and breathing,

smoking so much cigarettes
the smoke ended up looking like fog,

hoping that turning my lungs
black like the night
was the first step to feeling like all the stars in the galaxy
were within me.

Like I used to feel when you told me you loved me.

But I guess that did not work
because the only thing I felt last night

was pain.

Pain caused by your absence.

Pain caused by the fact that
I can no longer call you at 3am
because nothing feels beautiful anymore
and I just want to die.

Pain caused by the fact that
I cannot hug you anymore.

Oh how I miss hugging you,

hugging you felt like being complete again;

it felt like you could reassemble
all the broken pieces of my soul
just by wrapping your arms around my waist
and whispering love poems in my ear.

I thought about you and being in your arms
all night while I was outside,

just looking at the stars to remember how small I was

and how small and insignificant you were
even though on nights like those,
it still felt like you were the whole universe.

In high school, my Science teacher taught me
that when you look at a star,
it is in fact probably dead.

and I guess all I am trying to say is that
even though I may compare you a lot to stars,

my love for you will never die.

"
Cigarette fog and dead stars. (via goldenkintsugi)
"I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble."
Unknown (via canhappenlove)
sixpathsofbased:

hadeiadel:

First day at school, Gaza, Palestine.


I applaude their efforts of trying to continue on with their education
soulful-tree:

we are each others ying and yang while together we balance our energy


@
lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here
antipahtico:

Schism ~ Leilani Bustamante 2014
جوسلين
"

Gosh it’s 7:07am and I didn’t sleep last night.

Everything felt so dark and cold;

My apartment
My bed
My own goddamn skin

I spent the night on my balcony,
looking at the city half asleep,
just breathing and breathing,

smoking so much cigarettes
the smoke ended up looking like fog,

hoping that turning my lungs
black like the night
was the first step to feeling like all the stars in the galaxy
were within me.

Like I used to feel when you told me you loved me.

But I guess that did not work
because the only thing I felt last night

was pain.

Pain caused by your absence.

Pain caused by the fact that
I can no longer call you at 3am
because nothing feels beautiful anymore
and I just want to die.

Pain caused by the fact that
I cannot hug you anymore.

Oh how I miss hugging you,

hugging you felt like being complete again;

it felt like you could reassemble
all the broken pieces of my soul
just by wrapping your arms around my waist
and whispering love poems in my ear.

I thought about you and being in your arms
all night while I was outside,

just looking at the stars to remember how small I was

and how small and insignificant you were
even though on nights like those,
it still felt like you were the whole universe.

In high school, my Science teacher taught me
that when you look at a star,
it is in fact probably dead.

and I guess all I am trying to say is that
even though I may compare you a lot to stars,

my love for you will never die.

"
Cigarette fog and dead stars. (via goldenkintsugi)
"I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble."
Unknown (via canhappenlove)
sixpathsofbased:

hadeiadel:

First day at school, Gaza, Palestine.


I applaude their efforts of trying to continue on with their education
soulful-tree:

we are each others ying and yang while together we balance our energy


@
lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here
antipahtico:

Schism ~ Leilani Bustamante 2014
جوسلين

Gosh it’s 7:07am and I didn’t sleep last night.

Everything felt so dark and cold;

My apartment
My bed
My own goddamn skin

I spent the night on my balcony,
looking at the city half asleep,
just breathing and breathing,

smoking so much cigarettes
the smoke ended up looking like fog,

hoping that turning my lungs
black like the night
was the first step to feeling like all the stars in the galaxy
were within me.

Like I used to feel when you told me you loved me.

But I guess that did not work
because the only thing I felt last night

was pain.

Pain caused by your absence.

Pain caused by the fact that
I can no longer call you at 3am
because nothing feels beautiful anymore
and I just want to die.

Pain caused by the fact that
I cannot hug you anymore.

Oh how I miss hugging you,

hugging you felt like being complete again;

it felt like you could reassemble
all the broken pieces of my soul
just by wrapping your arms around my waist
and whispering love poems in my ear.

I thought about you and being in your arms
all night while I was outside,

just looking at the stars to remember how small I was

and how small and insignificant you were
even though on nights like those,
it still felt like you were the whole universe.

In high school, my Science teacher taught me
that when you look at a star,
it is in fact probably dead.

and I guess all I am trying to say is that
even though I may compare you a lot to stars,

my love for you will never die.

Cigarette fog and dead stars. (via goldenkintsugi)
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